My life is falling apart!
I recently set the intention that now is the time to really step up – to align with my highest potential and to bring into reality the life my soul longs for; slowness, safety, spaciousness, creativity, meaning and deep fulfilment…
That’s when the shit hit the fan – in a big way 💩
And of course it did because for me to become all that I desire and am capable of, I must first be shown and transcend the beliefs, behaviours and ways of being, that stand between where I am and where I want to be.
So yes it feels fucking heavy, yes I’ve shed some tears and also yes I am leaning into deep gratitude too, for these big initiations and lessons are the bridge to the other side.
God/life/source/spirit/universe or whatever you want to call it said “You really want this do you Natalie…?
Prove it! By letting go of everything that doesn’t align with this. I’ll even give you a helping hand by ripping the rug from beneath your feet!
Will you hold on to what was or will you surrender?”
So here I am amongst the mess waving a white flag in surrender, leaning into the knowing that ruin is the road to transformation (thank you Elizabeth Gilbert) as I remind myself that diamonds are made under pressure.
So forgive me if I’m quiet and distant for now, I’m currently going through the biggest rebirth of my life so far and bringing forth potent wisdom and experience in the process that will make it’s way into my very own flavour of magic with which I guide amazing women also on this beautiful journey we call life 🧡
