F@ck!!!
Being a mummy is the most amazing experience ever 
It’s also the most challenging! 
Why oh why when one is so tired would you resist sleep?? 
When Faith cries I feel my shoulders go up towards my ears and I feel myself holding my breath.
Breathe mummy breathe!
Breathing is what helps me stay in my emotional intelligence aka not lose my head!
It helps me to hold space for my baby girl – to let her have her feelings and emotions and to guide her through them without ‘fixing’ her like she’s broken.
It helps me to stay patient and loving.
Being a mummy calls me to task.
It asks me to grow every single day.
I don’t always get it right.
Sometimes I forget to breathe.
I’m learning on the job!
The important part is that I am learning.
Grateful 
