My baby was due today ?
I made my peace with the miscarriage at the time because I know that even the hard stuff is for my greater interest but it’s hard not to be a bit sad.
It’s hard not to think of the hopes and dreams I formed on learning I was pregnant.
It’s hard not to think of what would have been.
So I will let myself cry and feel the emotion of it. I know this will be healing.
Allowing myself to cry isn’t something I would have done in the past, I would have stuffed it down and pushed on harder and more determined than ever before, denying my true feelings.
But I know from experience how that ends up…
Sick and miserable!
So I will cry and I will feel and I will journal and in time I will heal whilst keeping the memory of what it felt like to grow another human being inside of me, if only for a short time.
I wanted to share because it can be hard to talk about pain and I want to let others know they aren’t alone.
If you ever want to talk, I will listen. Just reach out ❤️
